Today I see you with only love
commend you
for cherishing what you can
choosing to focus on
the little wins
on self care
the present moment
And when you cannot
I hold you, and the ache that greets you
most days before the morning sun
and plays tricks in the night
Forgive yourself, as I have forgiven you
all the envy born unwillingly
of others with their blind assumptions and blithe prophecies
sounding so simple, yet sickening
to a mind that lost the luxury of expectations
long ago
Today I honor you
and the rare strength
that solidified, scar-like
as you turn away from the mainstream and the milestones
and trust what a good day looks like
for you
for your loves
for now
